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tsk3.. That was wrong.. I realized everything was wrong..

What the heck was I thinking?

I over-reacted.. That was what happened…

I couldn’t think about anything else..

I just knew I was happy. Nothing more, nothing less..

And didn’t want anything or anyone to take that away from me..

Too imaginative… Too much expectations..

Not good..

I wish I can be dumb, dull, a moron, someone crazy..

Someone who does not imagine things and think as if it was reality..

Even if we know that it is not true.. Fiction, that’s what it is..

Is it not okay to be happy? Or maybe the right question is,

Do you really think you should be happy?

Think.. Think.. Be rational.. Don’t imagine things..

Imagination and fiction are sh*t..

They will never come true..

Never…

your smile, gestures, voice, everything

that’s just what I need

I’m enjoying every moment, every second when I’m with you

But now, I’m afraid, afraid to lose everything again

But who cares? I’m happy.

And I’m ready, ready for everything that might happen

I’m expecting the worst. Call it crazy but I am.

You were too far, a star, yes, a star chased by a mere boy

But now I’m here, with you, loving every moment.

Thanks, for a short time, you’ve made me happy

Very happy

hahahaha

that’s weird… everything.. everything’s weird…

I was not expecting this to happen.. But, yeah, it is happening…

smiles, hugs, conversations; that’s weird…

Just when I thought this was impossible.. haha