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Did you ever experience some problems in your life that you thought you could handle? But then again, as time passes, you’ll find out you were wrong… I hate it this way.. I hate myself for being like this… I feel so stupid… In my mind right now, I wish all of those did not happen… Because after what I said, everything changed.. I changed.. We changed… It is difficult… Just when I thought I could already handle it, I realized I’m too weak for it… I can’t afford to change… Memories keep coming back… No matter how hard I try to forget.. They are like termites finding ways to destroy every barrier that I place… She’s just so special… I wanted her to feel that way… But how?? My mind wants to forget her but my stupid heart doesn’t… I wish I could… I wish we could just be friends and forget about what happened… Forget what I said… Forget everything except friendship… But can I do it? Can I? I guess only time can tell…

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