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I’d rather have a friend who:

-slaps me in front of many people than ones’ who stab me at my back .

- curses me in front of my face than being talking behind me

-talks sh*t and says my faults that than being insulted without me even noticing it

-leaves me but knows when to come back than being one whose mind isn’t with me at all.

-I want a REAL friend, the one who can HURT me but will heal the pain, not some FAKE ones who pretends to be there listening but doesn’t act at all. Ü

Forget everything that I posted before this blog… It was the time when I had a blindfold in my head and didn’t want to see the world… Now I know, now I understand… I was blinded by the feeling that connected me to you… Never did I think of anything else and I never wanted to see the pieces of clues that were scattered around me… I can see that you’re happy now… I’m happy too… Very happy, in fact, I’ve never been happier my whole life… The fact that I understand everything now, made me realize how stupid I am to think that way… I never thought it would be that simple… I Never thought that it could ruin our friendship and everything… But you know, when I told you that, I meant it.. And now after everything that happened, I felt it wear off… And I am very thankful for that… I’ll become a better person… I’m really sorry for the things that I have done… I know you’ll understand… I’ll be back soon… I just need some time… But not to fight for this feeling, but to be a friend that’ll help you… When I’m back, I can face you and everyone else… I’ll understand soon enough that I need you all, my friends, who I know are there for me in times of trouble and understands every bit of me… Thanks for making me…

Did you ever experience some problems in your life that you thought you could handle? But then again, as time passes, you’ll find out you were wrong… I hate it this way.. I hate myself for being like this… I feel so stupid… In my mind right now, I wish all of those did not happen… Because after what I said, everything changed.. I changed.. We changed… It is difficult… Just when I thought I could already handle it, I realized I’m too weak for it… I can’t afford to change… Memories keep coming back… No matter how hard I try to forget.. They are like termites finding ways to destroy every barrier that I place… She’s just so special… I wanted her to feel that way… But how?? My mind wants to forget her but my stupid heart doesn’t… I wish I could… I wish we could just be friends and forget about what happened… Forget what I said… Forget everything except friendship… But can I do it? Can I? I guess only time can tell…

If money doesn’t grow on trees, then why do banks have branches?

Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

Why doesn’t glue stick to its bottle?

Why do you still call it building when it’s already built?

If its true that we are here to help others, then what are others here for?

If you aren’t supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots?

We are a funny bunch of people living in a seriously funny world…