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This day did not turn out as I expected… Funny how things seem to go your way and then all of a sudden, BANG! Sudden change of pace… 5 people go in a room happily… Comes out with conflicts… And this time, it’s BIG TIME! Kinda weird but it’s true… Hope we can resolve this soon… Tomorrow will be a day of silence… Not my type of day, but I have to adjust to it… I think this will continue for a long time… (I hope not)… Conflicts between friends is never easy… I hope we can survive this…

I felt some relief today… Wow, I can’t believe it… Actually, I wasn’t expecting this to happen but well, it did… Ü.. Anyway, what happened today was just what I needed… It kind of erased some doubts within me… Just when I thought that it would be over, something gave me a motivation… I hope this continues… I’m picking up myself again… Thanks a lot… Thank you so much!! That was just what I needed…

Hale: SHOOTING STAR

Many times you’ve hurt me
So many times youve fooled me
But you’ll be doing it again
So many times we’ve spent in
Too many lives we’ve been in
But you’re doing it again
   
To me the nights have fallen
The lights are on and off again
is there a chance that you wont die wont die
With me tonight?

Youre walking away
I’ll be seeing you through a satellite
And if you go
Then im walking away

I want to pick myself up again… I just don’t know why… I can’t figure out if I still have hope in fighting for something… I do hope so… It’s as if everything has changed… It is as if we never even met in the first place… If ever this is my destiny, I hope whatever happens, I will be ready for it, whatever it may be… I’m just so confused… Do I still have to fight? I want to fight… I want to fight for what I’m feeling… But there are some instances and situations that make me think that there is no point in fighting anymore… For now, I’m not going to give up, not until I know the answer… Whether it be good or bad, I have to be ready for it… I just hope, ONE OF THESE DAYS…

I think there is something wrong with me.. I don’t know.. I noticed this during the start of the second semester… My first semester was one of the best sems I ever had… I did my best and maybe there is a reason to that… Inspiration? I don’t know.. But it could be a possibility. Ü..

Anyway, going back to what I said, this semester feels different… I don’t know what are the causes of this… Emotional problems, financial, academic problems, I have all of these.. But come to think of it, all people in the world have these too… I don’t know.. I need advices… How am I going to survive in UP with all of these?? My mind is confused now… Worse, my heart also wants to take part in the problem… Call it corny but its true… If I can just erase all of these… How?

ANY SUGGESTIONS???

Its been 2 semesters since I shifted from Computer Science to Communication Arts. There’s a really big connection between the two, don’t you think? Anyways, my life is much easier now. Problems? Plenty but I think I can make it.. (I hope) ^^.